My name is Taylor, I am 18 and i have a gorgeous baby girl. I am starting this blog because i hope it will get out and help people who are struggling with break ups and depression. My friends tend to come to me for relationship advice and i tend to tell them straight up how it is. So here we go; I dated a boy, i fell in love with this boy. Me and this boy were together all the time, we were happy, we went on dates all the time, we texted all the time, we could not be apart from each other. WE were love! Time went by and things got good i fell madly in love with this boy and knew i couldnt live without him school started and we started getting in little fights, nothing serious just the relationship silly fights that everyone has. I did everything i could for this boy to keep him happy with me. I did stuff i didnt want to do for this boy to make him want to keep staying with me. IMPORTANT NOTE: THIS IS HOW STUPID I WAS AND NO GIRL SHOULD EVER DO THIS. I gave everything i had to this boy. I literally did anything to make him happy. A year and a half went by and our relationship dragged on, ME trying to make him happy HIM not caring. I ended up getting pregnant and he bailed. This boy decided to live out his dream and ditch me and the baby. He changed schools, he lied to people about me, he denied our baby. BOY was i depressed, i cried every night. I felt like death; i didnt want to get up, i didnt want to carry on with life, i didnt care what happened with anything, i hated myself, i hated my life. This went on the whole time i was pregnant and i constantly tortured myself facebook stalking him and seeing him lie to everyone about the baby. Acting like we didnt exist. I am here to say if you are caught in this funk and think you will never find love, or you will never get over this boy or girl. YOU WILL! It is hell, but i promise it will happen! If you find yourself in a relationship where someone isnt caring and you feel you are putting in all the effort GET OUT NOW. If they dont care, they dont care and nothing will make them! You have to set yourself in a mindset about who you are and what you need. Do you want to sit around and be miserable or do you want to go out and experience life. Break ups are hard, depression is hard BUT it does get better! My baby is crying right now so i must tend to her. More about my story later
----Taylor <3
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